The Hope Neuron

 A thought in semi-verse:

Who I happen to be is not something I want to apologize for anymore. Who I happen to be is a person who loves truly, whether or not anyone believes it. Who I happen to be is a work in progress. Who I happen to be is more than the sum of what you see. Who I happen to be is a human who makes mistakes like everyone else.

I have things I wish I hadn’t done. I have things I wish I had. Who I am is more than any of those put together. Who I am is not limited to what I’ve done or not done.

More than anything it hurts to be misunderstood. More than anything I want to be the person I believe I can be. More than likely I will never do that if no one believes in me.

More often than not I can hold onto my hopes. More often than not I see brightness on the horizon. More often than not I can be the one who believes in me.

I just wish I wasn’t the only one. I just wish I knew how to live without accusing myself. I just wish I had an ally I could trust. I just wish I had an ally who trusted me. I just wish I was better at being a person. I just wish it didn’t have to be so hard.

And that about sums it up.

Lately.